Looking for the answers...

As we continue to walk in faith, Ben and I are so hungry for more of his word. Today we stumbled on some sad information about our daughter. I almost wanted to hit my knees and ask“Lord WHY?!?” I find myself sitting with this sinking feeling in my stomach, wanting for tomorrow to come, so that I can be richly blessed with the word of God through the voice of my pastor. It is such a feeling of hunger! Every day Ben and I are growing stronger and stronger. I am not sure if this is by default of praying and staying in the word together or just knowing that as we are battling through what feels like war for us right now, is the time when the Lord is carrying us and we just don’t know it.
Isaiah 46:4 Even to your old age I will be the same, And even to your graying years I will bear you! I have done it, and I will carry you; And I will bear you and I will deliver you

We have spent much time today working on the house, trying to complete the MESS! I can’t wait for our “little” project to be done! Yahoo!!! Means the house goes on the market!