VISIT TO THE DOCTOR TODAY

Today just seemed to drag on forever. I went to the doctor around noon just to be poked a little more and do more blood testing, one specific test was the ANA test that will officially confirm the diagnosis of Lupis. While at the Doctor today they also mentioned Erythmia Nodosum, however in reading up on it I have learned that your white count is normally elevated and mine was pretty low. I have a follow up appointment on Wednesday to get the result of those test and will be meeting with the Rheumatologist next week.

When I started this blog it was to track Ben and my walk in faith with Jesus, I never realized I would come under attack by so many things in life, let alone my health. I am slowly realizing walking with God means you really must be pretty tough and have a understanding that no matter what happens to you, MY GOD IS ALWAYS there for me! I have recently become attached to a song I hear every morning on Way FM, it is called: Something Heavenly, by Sanctus Real. This song TOTALLY describes what is going on in Ben and my life and I know that the internal struggle inside is a sign of Something Heavenly going on and it is pretty exciting!!!


Something Heavenly

It's time for healing time to move on It's time to fix what's been broken too long Time make right what has been wrong It's time to find my way to where I belong There's a wave that's crashing over me All I can do is surrender

[Chorus]

Whatever you're doing inside of me It feels like chaos somehow there's peace It's hard to surrender to what I can't see but I'm giving in to something heavenly

Time for a milestoneTime to begin againRevaluate who I really amAm I doing everything to follow your willor just climbing aimlessly over these hillsSo show me what it is you want from meI give everything I surrender...To...

[Chorus]

Time to face upClean this old houseTime to breathe in and let everything outThat I've wanted to say for so many yearsTime to to release all my held back tears

Whatever you're doing inside of meIt feels like chaos but I believeYou're up to something bigger than meLarger than life something heavenly

Whatever you're doing inside of meIt feels like chaos but now I can seeThis something bigger than meLarger than life something heavenly

Something heavenlyIt's time to face upClean this old houseTime breathe in and let everything out [ Whatever You're Doing (Something Heavenly)